About Gothic

When I was a little kid I was afraid of all kinds of Gothic things: the dark, the unknown, death, strange people and many more. In order to cope with those fears I was told to have happy thoughts like ice cream, new bicycles and the colorful rainbow. The thing that inspired me the most was a clown. A clown always smiles and dressed with very funny clothing which can really make the dark forces go away.

Every time I was sad or afraid of something I decided to think about happy clowns. At first happy clowns really helped me, but after a while it doesn’t seems to last long and I found myself swallowed again bythe darkness of life.

I realized that if I wanted to banish the fears for good I had to do something more extreme – to become the fear itself. Because I liked gothic clowns and because they have helped me before, I decided to become one of the scary clowns. This is the only way I can be free fromall the fears in the world, I can do pretty much everything I want and basically be me.

Being a scary clown doesn’t mean to run after people and make them miserable. It’s more like a gothic life style, a state of mind, enjoyinghorror movies and other crazy stuff. Basically it’s my personal life style choice which is like living Halloween every day.

Behind His Mask,
He Was Only Human,
A Person Who Feels
Like You And Me.

The Death Of A Clown
Reminds You All Lifetime,
A Lake Full Of Tears
Overflowed The World.